Part of me was hoping that you didn’t lose hope and wouldnt give up. How naive of me. Tell me, at what moment did you realize how horrible I am?
All day today I kept telling myself “I am strong. I am strong” but deep down I knew I was lying. I am weak.
When people choose a person over you and then when they have no one else they come running back to you. No, fuck you. Fuck you for not being there for me when I needed you. fuck you for never making an effort to see me because you had someone else